*.keep us comatose, yet audible.*

how much of a fucking headache do i have? im on the phone with jt, who hasnt taken his medicine yet, and hes singing kumbaya into the phone. arsenic, anyone? anyhow, went to the mall today with two generations of annoyance and bought a lipstick. after eating disgusting thai food. but hey. i love the lipstick. im being forced into family fun at a friends house. alliteration like whoa. i have to go and pretend like i still know these people, whom i havent talked to in a million years, maybe longer. "i will lie awake, lie for fun and fake the way i hold you, then you fall for every empty word i say.." god, i feel so fucking blah today. like today was a complete waste of.. well.. today. if that makes sense. meh, i dunno. erica called at around 4 today and yeah. she doesnt sound thrilled or anything. i think im getting a cell phone plan from metro pcs for hanukkah within the next two days, because i told my mom i was going to start a new plan up by the first of the year, and she said "why dont you just wait and see what youre going to get for hanukkah?" shes so retardedly obvious. and on the phone, an endless string of "i miss erica"s. its only two weeks, and shes coming back, damnit. lets be more cognicent of who we whine to, and about what, shall we?