im at my a...

im at my aunts house.. again. and shes pregnant.. again. but thats a good thing. she wants her baby's name (gender unknown) to begin with an I, as long as its not Iphegenia or Isaac. the former, because its an ugly name, and the latter because its my late grandfathers name. so i was appointed (because im so cool like that) to go and find some baby names beginning with I. stupid me, i thought there would be plenty. i was SO HORRIBLY wrong. theres like 50 for girls, but theyre all ugly. like, would you want your child named.. Isadora? or.. Idris? so they might do Ivy or Isabella. i dont know. whatever. i did my job.anyways, i have to go to jen jeskes house today to go and do my debate crap. i totally can wait. nothing against her, shes nice and whatever, its just that i really dont feel like doing anything today. i kinda just wanna sleep. scratch that. i just wanna sleep. and i had a friggin excellent dream last night (this morning?) and i woke up from it, damn me.oi, im bored. my dad and i are going to circuit city later on in the day to go and bet a new keyboard and mouse for the computer.. and my brother is sitting here and reading over my fucking shoulder, which i always love. he comes in..***scene 1***annoyance-"Kayli, when are you going to be done?"kayli the great- *grunts* "dunno:annoyance- *stares at the screen and reads for a bit*dont you totally adore that? i swear, i get no damned privacy anywhere. my house, your house, buddhas house... its all the same. people are always up in my business (i just sounded black right there)and being generally annoying, and giving me "sympathy" and "tips" and "support". guys, let it go.. i look how i look, when i want to look that way, and thats the beauty OF a look. its because you CAN. sod off, familia. im not wilting inside.

howdy.. yeah i kn...

howdy.. yeah i know i havent posted in awhile.. A) my grandfather died on Saturday B)my computer fucking broke. C)whenever i try to update, like now, my brother is constantly over my shoulder, and reading, and thus, knows too much. in any event, i was at the funeral today, and it was pretty sad. my mom like, broke down, and so did my grandma. she freaked out when they started lowering his body down. it was pandemonium. when i was at ericas house once, JT asked her what she would do if he died, and if she would cry or not. she said she didnt know how she would react, and i guess it put him off a little bit. i didnt cry when my grandfather died. its not like, a given thing that happens to everyone..ive been at my aunts house for the majority of the day (which is where i am now.. *confetti*) and people that i dont know have been coming up to me and talking to me like im some kind of "brave little girl", etc etc. theyre like "oh sweetie, if you want to cry, im here" and i look at them like "what the hell is your deal?" the truth, he had cancer and was in alot of pain. hes not in pain anymore, and im happy for him. he died in his sleep, which is the way to go.

so you say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past

i feel like a cow. and i have so much stuff to do...« my daybook« my ENTIRE LD CASE « public forum w/ jen jeske. so fun. « return to my regime of not eating junk.im sure theres more, but i just cant remember any of it. so why dont i do it now? silly you, im procrastinating, and i cant possibly do WORK while im procrastinating. must walk the dog. cant wait.

who remembers jesus on christmas anyways?

okay, its christmas. "the one day of the year where i can use my super jewish powers". anyhow, because the majority of the working class of america is catholic, or any of the denominations [lutheran, episcopalian, christian, protestant, baptist, presbyterian (crikey, theyre hard to spell)] and etc, NOTHING IS OPEN! HOLY CRAP, you think some people would take the triple time and work on christmas day. especially those without a family. nobody really remembers jesus on christmas, they give presents. which takes like an hour. so.. go work. so therell be something to do for the rest of the day. the great part is..ALOT OF JEWS HAVE CHRISTMAS FESTIVITIES. how completely INCORRECT and WRONG is that? i can see going to a christmas party given by friends or something, but holding your very own christmassyness? erica, youre exempt from my wrath, seeing as its all donnas fault. seriously. jews dont believe in jesus as our lord and saviour (or whatever that speech is), ergo they [we] shouldnt celebrate his birth! im immensly sorry if i offend anybody that i remotely care about, but wake up, guys. christmas is not for us jews. its just not.onto my next rant. christmas...commercialized. ok, all holidays are endlessly commercialized "for the good of our economy's stability", but come on. what ass did you guys pull santa claus from? and then we jews HAVE to jump on the bandwagon and make up hanukkah harry, which is also a load of shit. and it makes me feel uneasy at the fact that we not only jumped on the bandwagon, but we flipped the damned thing over. santa--okay, its a nice sentiment for little kids, but why not skip the santa thing alltogether? it will save your kids a world of heartbreak when the nosepicking bully in kindergarten tells little billy that santa isnt real. and why shouldnt the parents take credit for buying kickass gifts? they should, because they paid for it. at least some people in the world have the right idea when it comes to celebrating the holiday at its CORE. the bible thumpers. you know, the ones with the nativity scene in their lawns? not saying that EVERYONE with a nativity scene in their lawn is a bible thumper, just the people in my neighborhood, mmkay? not saying i believe in jesus and all of the spiffy things hes supposedly done, but at least those people remember why the hell december 25th is such a big fucking deal. or.. its supposed to be. youre supposed to remember this dude that supposesly "died for your sins", etc. so why dont you do that? stop being hypocrites. please. wow. i think i need a prozac or something.merry christmas, buddies.disclaimer-- dont let me ruin your christmas. seriously. pay no attention to me. im a 14 jewish girl with nothing better to do on christmas day then to sit here and type every christmas-aimed cynicism in my body. dont take me seriously.

omg i seriou...

omg i seriously have to go up to NY with erica to see all of this shit go down. i swear to god, her family is SO selfish. -her dad expects presents from them, and bitches when he doesnt get them.-hes totally focused on his second wife, and cuts erica off to talk to donna.-they turned Ers room into a workout room.-they make erica drop everything to watch the baby, and then go and have leisure time. thats MESSED UP. its NOT ERICAS BABY, ITS THEIR BABY. -ericas dad is uber nosey about her journal.-favoritism like whoatheres plenty more, trust me. erica isnt one for complaining, and in all the years ive known her, she never did. but she is as miserable as ive ever seen her. i think its good that she got herself a journal, because even if she cant articulate whats wrong to me, she can write it. thank god she doesnt live there, shed be in a madhouse by now. cheers.

happy christmas eve day

set about the house to do domestic slavey type work. lord, im tired. thank you muches, erica for the E, E7, and E minor chords. made my fucking day. for whatever reason i was really introspective for a few hours this morning.. i kept thinking about my future, and why the fuck im here in the first place ( maybe thats existential ), and whether or not i should be a fatalist, and blame all my shortcomings and problems on a higher power, or fate. and then, of course, spurns thoughts on nihilism, and anarchy, and how you cant be an anarchist if there are a whole bunch of anarchists being anarchists together. completely defeats the purpose of anarchy, all together. hanukkah-ness last night was fun. ish. i got the thrice CD, jumping my CD count by three since hanukkah started. *yawns* and i have to pretend to be amused tonight when my cousin comes over. dont get me wrong, hes adorable and all, being 3, but seriously, him not being able to pronounce my name is cute for the first 5 million times. everything after that is just annoyance. "oh, look at that! he STILL cant say kayli! awwwwwwwwwww" my family finds me to be a kick. im not. if anything, im a kick in the ass. they expect me to be perfection, when all i really want is to not have to live up to anything, or be anyones dream child. whatever. im leaving for college soon anyways. i can live with being idolized for the next 3 1/2 years.

im entirely...

im entirely too tired to be alive today. i think i need a loo0ong vacation away from everything. well, not everything. but you get the general idea. anyhow, i was at a party last night ( family fun... ) and this kid edan was there. he got bent out of shape for whatever reason ( the hostess was poking fun at him, theyre best friends ) and he left awhile after that. i slept over at the persons house and her mom came in and said " you know, edan really likes kayli ". what a mindfuck. he called a bit later and my friend tried to get me to carry on a conversation with him over the phone, but i pretended to be enthralled with a particular round of :you dont know jack: and waved off the phone conversation idea. "this is your life, is this how you dreamed it would be, when the world was younger and you had everything to lose?" i dont know how i want my life to be. i havent thought that far ahead. i dont even know what im doing tomorrow. i dont know what i want from life, either. i guess the self satisfaction that i did what i wanted to do, and how i wanted to do it. independence is one of my many middle names, i suppose. i have a warped view of life. you have one shot at it, so why not live in the moment? everyone is always thinking of the repercussions, and in some cases, im guilty of repercussion-thinking-of, but when you go and do something, you shouldnt have to think about how it will reflect on you in 15 years. you only have so many years to be young. live it up. i should start a religion.

*.keep us comatose, yet audible.*

how much of a fucking headache do i have? im on the phone with jt, who hasnt taken his medicine yet, and hes singing kumbaya into the phone. arsenic, anyone? anyhow, went to the mall today with two generations of annoyance and bought a lipstick. after eating disgusting thai food. but hey. i love the lipstick. im being forced into family fun at a friends house. alliteration like whoa. i have to go and pretend like i still know these people, whom i havent talked to in a million years, maybe longer. "i will lie awake, lie for fun and fake the way i hold you, then you fall for every empty word i say.." god, i feel so fucking blah today. like today was a complete waste of.. well.. today. if that makes sense. meh, i dunno. erica called at around 4 today and yeah. she doesnt sound thrilled or anything. i think im getting a cell phone plan from metro pcs for hanukkah within the next two days, because i told my mom i was going to start a new plan up by the first of the year, and she said "why dont you just wait and see what youre going to get for hanukkah?" shes so retardedly obvious. and on the phone, an endless string of "i miss erica"s. its only two weeks, and shes coming back, damnit. lets be more cognicent of who we whine to, and about what, shall we?

put on your yamurlke...

ITS TIME FOR EFFING HANUKKAH! whoooo. excellent day today, with vinh cameron cyndi jt and erica. minimal interruption in the middle to fix the braces and other unimportance. but heeeyyy. i saw lord of the rings: return of the king!in the theatres, there was this annoying assed old lady with big hair that sat IN FRONT of cyndi. and she proceeded to turn around and glare at us during the movie. i guess her hearing aid was on "high" or something. legolas didnt die, alls well that ends well, hes the sexiest elf IVE ever seen *wink*.went back to ericas house for sporradic funness, ad tree climbing, volleyball, football, frisbee, and hide and go seeek were the drugs of choice today. were immature and proud, damn you.english exam was a complete joke. i wonder what EmCee manus was on when he made it. easy as drunk whores.how much do i want to open all of my presents, like, now? alot alot. im impatient. :der: erica, dont LEEEEAVE us here in FLA. we shall miss you, like sigfried misses roy. we're sigfried, and youre roy. youre the one that got bitten by the *meow*i hear the g-parents. let the festivities begin!

.:wouldnt you like to know what we do on christmas?:.

jen, thanks for the super cool hanukkah cd. lmao atom and his package...funny shit.anywhooo, bio and math test today. "bio is smelly" vinh, i couldnt have said it any better. and then i have to be up early and get my ass to school at 7, just to take a pointless english test on the odyssey and vocab that i dont know (yet). which is tomorrow, so i have to "oy vey" about math and bio. which suck. but you know what will be fun.. tomorrow at ericas house. fun beyond all things fun. a massive fun orgy. *has fun for a moment* that was just a preview. anyhow, ericas on her way over, so i have to get ready and shit. ill report back after armageddon.. say.. 4-30?[-edit-]right, so its 6. who cares. in reference to presents and shizzle, thanks to cameron and cyndi for their massively cool presents and somesuch. more on presents... i found, in my parents closet..EXHIBIT A- one (1) switchfoot CD, aptly labeled "the beautiful letdown" *checks EXHIBIT B- one (1) horrendously not-kayli outfit. which i will be returning, after a pity "trying on".EXHIBIT C- one (1) book labeled "inkheart". dont think ill be keeping that one either.EXHIBIT D- one(1) pink and black volcom sweater/hoodie thing which i adore, and it will never ever be returned, ever.i found all of this in under 30 seconds. im a super sleuth *dramatic musica* *yawns* im tired as two tired things that have just taken valium. ttfn

blah blah etc etc etc

erica just left from another impromptu study session de math and bio, etc.my moms a bitch. shower time.[-edit-]OMFG i have these annoying assed pop ups on my computer, (not AOL, the computer) and its driving my fuckng crazy. i swear to god, this is gonna send me over the fuckig edge. anyhoo, dont feel ready for exams tomorrow, but then again, i dont give a shit. *confetti*

random sexiness

yo homeses.. kayli and erica estan aqui. wed like to say muchas gracias to vinh for buying me (kayli) the rufio CD. and we love vinh! :D moving on, we had so much fun giving everyone their presents today. we felt like... hanukkah harriets. seriously, guys, it was great. good stuff. cameron, that MOGU is the shit. no doubt. seriosuly. i have to go out and get myself a MOGU. MOGU. MOGU. anyhoo, erica is studying, which is probably what i (kayli) should be doing right about now, seeing as ive got my history exam tomorrow. byeness.

study guide

1. Define barter economy__________________________________________ 2. Define Nomad _________________________________________3. What did the Sumerians invent?____________________________________________________________4. Define hieroglyphics______________________________________________________________5. What were the pyramids used for? __________________________________________________________6.Who made up Cuneiform? _____________________7. Where was it used? __________________________8. Who used it?_______________________________9. Where is the fertile crescent located? _________________________________10. What did the Phoenicians do? _________________________________________________________________________________________________________11. Who lived in New Delhi? ___________________________________________ 12. What religion had an empire in India? ________________________________13. Who introduced it? _____________________________________________14. Define monsoons _________________________________________________15. What are the four social castes?____________________________________________________________________16. According to the caste system, what determines your status for life?___________________________________________________17. Define Hinduism ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________18. Which religion influenced the political and social standings of India and China?__________________________________________________________________19. Who was the founder of Buddhism? __________________________________20. Who helped to spread Buddhism, and what empire did it spread in?____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________21. What is the Mandate of Heaven? ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________22. What dynasty built the Great Wall of China? ____________________________23. Define Daoism _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________24. In Confucianism, who ranked higher, the merchants or the peasants?__________________________________________________________________25. Define Legalism _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________26. What was the hierarchieal system of Japan (social classes)________________________________________________________________________________________________, _______________27.Define Shintoism__________________________________________________________________________________________________________________28. Polis is a ______________29. T or F the Greek city states were isolated from eachother.30. Define Monarchy____________________________ Define Aristocracy___________________________ Define Tyranny______________________________ Define Democracy____________________________31. Plato wrote__________________32. Who was the father of history? _____________________________33. Who fought in the Persian War?34. Peloponnesian War was fought between who? ___________________________35. Define Polytheism_________________________________________________36. What were the 2 social classes of Rome and list in superiority______________________________________________________37. Define Leigons_____________________38. The Punic wars were fought between who and for what reason? _______________________________________________________________________________39. What offered early hope and salvation to the Romans? ____________________40. T or F- The Romans had a general tolerance of religious differences.41. Fall of Rome was because of: (3 reasons)______________________________________________________________________________________________________42. Art and Literature had a _____________________ influance.43. The Byzantime empire preserved ______________________________________________________________________________________________________44. Justinian Code preserved ________________________________________45. What did the Mongols Rule provide?__________________________________46. Who founded Islam? __________________________________________47. What is the reason for the disunity between the Sunni and Shiite Muslims? ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________48. Name three Islamic Empires in Africa_________________________________________________________________________________49. What was Mecca?_________________________________________________50. Which leader traveled there? _______________________________51. What was Timbuktu? ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________52. Why did Axum prosper? ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________53. Complete the feudal hierarchy system__________________________(ruler)________________________________________________________________________________________________________ (worked the land)54. What code were knights expected to follow? ____________________________55. Who signed the Magna Carta, What year, and what did it do? ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________56. Who fought in the Hundred Year’s War? ________________________________________________________________________________________________57.Who was Joan of Arc? _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________58. Define heresy ___________________________________________________59. Who was the Head of the Church? _____________________60. During what years did the Black Plague decrease the population of Europe?__________________________________________________________________61. What was the purpose of the Crusades? _______________________________62. What were the outcomes of the Crusades? ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________63. What did Ferdinand and Isabella of Spain do?__________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________64. Define Reconquista?___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________65.Where did the Renaissance originate?__________________________________________________________________66. What was the Renaissance?____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________67. Who painted the Sistine Chapel?_______________________________________________________68. Who was Leonardo Da Vinci?______________________________________________________________________________________________________________69. Who was Bacon?______________________________________________________________________________________________________________70.What did Johannes Gutenberg invent?_______________________________________________________71.What did printing and the moveable type lead to?_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________72. What was the Protestant Reformation?_________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________73. Explain the Inquisition ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________74. Define Shintoism_______________________________________________________75. Define Polytheism_______________________________________________________76. HinduismHoly Book-________________________Believe in-_______________________________77. BuddhismFounder-____________________________________________Who is the enlightened one? ______________________________________What places did the teaching influance?_______________________________________________________78. ConfusianismFounder-________________________________Basic Philosiphy-______________________,_____________________________,_______________________________________________________79. DaoismFounder- _______________________________________________________Explain “the way” __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________80. JudiaismFounder-_______________________________________________________Holy Place- _______________________________________________________81. ChristianityFounder- _______________________________________________________Holy Books- _______________________________________________________Holy Place- _______________________________________________________82. IslamFounder- _______________________________________________________Holy Places- _______________________________________________________Holy Book- _______________________________________________________Basic Tenets- 1)____________________________________ 2)___________________________________What was the counter Reformation?____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!

OHEMGEE !!!!!!MRS MIDIGFEIOGFKDNFAIYV[IT0YISDGSKI LIVES IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD! OMFG OMFG. I HATE HER. AND SHE HATES ME. ohmyvinh,its not safe to go outside anymore.on the sane side.. IgNoReMe06: affirmatory - thats an order IgNoReMe06: wtf IgNoReMe06: is that a wordhah. donno if thats sane. cookiesNcream566: What the el-heck-o?or that. Broknprettything: inject some humor into my life cookiesNcream566: Umm....Why did the chicken cross the road? Broknprettything: to get away from the psycho homicidal one footed bird chasing after it with a cleaver? cookiesNcream566: Nope. cookiesNcream566: Nice try. Broknprettything: ehhhhh.. avril lavigne was trying to strangle it with her tie? cookiesNcream566: haha, nope. Broknprettything: because he was crossing jog road so he could die and be rid of mrs mieeiuiubduoiugski? cookiesNcream566: Becuase there was a duckie on the the other side, and ducks are cooler than chickens....way cooler.ahhh, save me.

awwww freak out

on the phone with Jt. and hes freaking out because he cant see erica for 2 weeks when shes gone in new york. *sobs* cry me a blanking river. anyhow, went to the mall with erica today, but not before i finished my damned chart for mieczoihbuiebwuiedyiski. god, shes a slave driver, that was hard. we got JT, my brother, cyndi, and cameron presents. we already had vinhs. and might i say, it was a bitch to wrap vinh's present. dude, corduroy+tape=mess. but we did it. with electrical tape. the black kind. we were gonna be super mean and hot glue it, and bring him a boxcutter to open it with, but there were 2 problems with that...1-we couldnt find the hot glue gun2-if we brought him a boxcutter to open the present with, the boxcutter would either be confiscated or he would be shot.so, yeah. number 2 basically.. no. we dont want him shot. Jt is getting under my skin. "damn subdermal irritance" ahaha daria. i love that show. it seriously kicks. o0o0oh math tomorrow. and english. im shaking in anticipation. i do believe i have english homework, but who the eff cares? ill copy it from either of the dianas or somebody who i equally adore.

...this air is blessed, you share with me...

yaaaa im tired. i must have eaten zillions of mints this weekend. i swear. my mom bought me this funny tin of mints with a happy bunny on the front, and i ate like 50 mints. im the same way the gum. probably going to the mall with erica today. to buy all of our lovely lovely ATL friends regalos para la felicidad.

hanukkah greeting cards

i got a spiffy card today. its great. Broknprettything: hey BlkBlt2001: hey Broknprettything: i got a card today... BlkBlt2001: lol from? Broknprettything: "the bachelis family" Broknprettything: lol BlkBlt2001: no way BlkBlt2001: o shit Broknprettything: i swear it BlkBlt2001: she didnt Broknprettything: she did Broknprettything: tuba.. sarah.. books BlkBlt2001: crapahah how great is that? thats mean of his parents to do to him, though. he hates pictures as much as i do, which is a huge amount of hate for pictures. to make him sit and POSE (which sucks more) and then to have hin know that the picture was going to be sent out to peple all over the US (ahaha).. thats just torquemada-style for him.happy hanukkah next week.

-if im just bad news, then youre a liar-

insanely eventful day, as always. right. no. it wasnt. i honestly dont know who to believe anymore. people lie, sure, whatever. they give it up, they get over it. but damn.. some people take it so far! and then they set me up to think that everyone is lying to me because, after all, he/she/it did, and they got me.. fool me once, shame on me and etc. meh. superbly fun math review today. Vinh and Cameron and the likes are braid molesters, but i heart them anyways. i fixed them. id like to thank Vinh, Cameron, and Yoel for removing the nailpolish on my nails in math today. what a great way to spend otherwise possibly semi-productive math review-ness time. You should be White! Find Your Inner Race. brought to you by QuizillaJTs race quiz results. whitey. anyhow, im off to do previously procrastinated bio homework. viva la bio.[-edit-]yoel, ill pay you to do this homework. im LDed out.

erica esta aqui

ericas here, guys. and shes bouncing on the couch to MxPx-My Mistake. Lin-z, even though you forgot to bring me my cds today, i still love you. anyways, its highly likely that ill have too hard of a damned time writing in both of my journals, but hey. i guess ill just have to learn. speaking of learning.. my daybook is due tomorrow, and i havent done it yet. oh well, eff mr mcmanus, eff him. so the hick kid on my bus today was totally staring at my chest, i thought i would have killed him, if i didnt feel all placid, in my pigtail-ish braids. but i did give him the "WTF are you looking at, perv-boy?" look. honestly, some people are abhorrently behaved, and they should be hanged. immediately. id like to thank yoel profusely for the code. lmao speaking of yoel, this kid in my bio class asked me if we were going out. negatory. he didnt get what was so funny about his comment. i decided to let that one go, and walk in the rain when the bell rang. ALL DAY TODAY i had taking back sunday stuck in my head. like, the songs were alternating. it was so fucking annoying. it went from "youre so last summer" to "bike scene" to "you know how i do" to "cute without the e" and then back to "youre so last summer", which is where it is currently stuck at. ah, who needs a cd player, or cds for that matter, when you have an annoyingly musically talented mind like mine?